for that flash in his black eye--for that cloud on his bony brow--for that compression of his statuesque lips, the lad will some day get blows instead of blandishments--kicks instead of kisses; then for the fit of mute fury which will sicken his body and madden his soul; then for the ordeal
of merited and salutary suffering, out of which he will come (I trust) a wiser and a better man.
It would be going much too far to say that the idea of such an ordeal
was terrible to Count Otto; but it may at least be said that the thought of meeting Pandora Day made him nervous.
She thought with anguished envy of the women whose husbands loved them, for whom the heights and depths of this ordeal
were as real as for their wives.
The idea, however, that his wife was suffering ill-effects from her terrible ordeal
, braced him up.
He will have a better nerve for the ordeal
which he will have to undergo tomorrow, when he is engaged, if I remember your report aright, to dine with these people.
The fact is it exhausts all his stock of courage to look one woman in the face, and it would be simply impossible for him to go through the ordeal
with a second.
I know the ordeal
I must face when I make such a statement.
But it is full of indignation to-night after undergoing the ordeal
of consigning to the tomb the remains of a faithful, a zealous, a devoted adherent.
Thus we continued, the eyes always a little closer in the end than they had been before, until I thought that I should go mad with the terrible strain of the ordeal
He admitted that it was like waiting with one's pads on; and in my slender experience of the game of which he was a world's master, that was an ordeal
not to be endured without a general quaking of the inner man.
It was a somewhat trying ordeal
, but we carried it off as best we could.
That evening at supper Fraulein Cacilie, redder than usual, with a look of obstinacy on her face, took her place punctually; but Herr Sung did not appear, and for a while Philip thought he was going to shirk the ordeal
The loneliness and the horror of the place commenced to get on his nerves--already weakened by the ordeal
of suffering and sickness he had passed through.
He listened to the Rhetor in silence, feeling from all he said that his ordeal
was about to begin.
But he also gripped my hand, like one who knew that it would be an ordeal
not to laugh.